I no longer know what to believe and whom to believe in anymore. I’ve been proven wrong now so many times about people and their inner most desires on many counts that I better begin to pinch myself and wake up. I think I’ve been living a dream, may be walking in a dream when reality just shook me awake, rudely. Now I start to even doubt my own self! Am I what I think I am or am I in a dream within a dream far away from the reality striving for an ideal! Is this what an existential crisis is 😎😂 does it always strike at 4.30 in the morning.