There are days, I feel I don’t want to meet the world… With people I am extremely free with, I tell them I’m taking off! With people I can’t say such, I just move on, with a handful, I may stage a war! I may be off in the head somewhere.. 😀 you never know. At times I need a break, a break from people. Do you? I do. I guess, even they need a break from me!
MJ tells me could be because I talk to more than a dozen in a day.. she’s the only one I can confide my emotional state. I tell her, “Ammuse, I feel like an emotional dustbin today.” I don’t need to say anything further, she’ll tell me what to do. On some days, she instructs me to go take a shower, on others it is go make yourself a cup of coffee, or nibble some chocolates or put in a few sns! She should know because I have in many ways her persona when around people. She is not this chatty! 😀 She is quite the opposite, but I have seen people feeling very comfortable around her from their first meetings. Then she would know everything about them from Adam! How, I ask, she tells me, it always was, she too has been a dustbin of thoughts ..
A lesson I never learn is not to invest too much time in talking such that I need to take a break of the overdose but me being me and my attraction to excellent conversation, it rarely gets done. That’s when it reaches breaking point and I hear my scream, and then it all goes black!
Restraint may be.